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LaRuseRougeNightwind
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Age: 38  18+ Age Verified Age Verified
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Such seems to be the disposition of man, that whatever makes a distinction, produces rivalry.
Relationship Status: Single
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FIRST thing first, if you want to be my friend, please be upfront with me. Do not give hints or tell me one thing and feel another. I am autistic. I do not catch things that a normal person would in a situation. Do Not Add me if you cannot be upfront.

Hello,my name is Christine, or red. I am a transgender girl, mtf.
Most of the time I can be shy but other times I can be very talkative, depending on my mood.Which can be affected by anxiety (curse my family for having it in their genes to have the damn disorder.)
I also have been diagnosed with Dissociative Identity Disorder (Formally known as Multiple Personality Disorder), and Haphephobia (Touch Phobia) and a few other co-morbid disorders, no it doesn't mean I'm insane. It does mean that being my friend will be complicated. (if you don't believe in D.I.D, or are skeptical, do us both a favor leave this page now... I have enough problems to deal with, I don't need more bullshit.) The co-consciousness (alters being able to talk to each-other and share memory) is a result of of therapy and contrary to what people think, is a goal of therapy to lead a healthy life with the disorder. My abuse wasn't your abuse so if you are the kind to do so, don't try to use that comparison to say I'm fake.
I'm not your clone.

I have a few scars and can take a bit of prodding to come out of my shell but I am loyal to my friends. Please, I can't always control who fronts ( fronting = taking control of the body) It can be slightly insulting to one of the system mates depending on how you ask about fronting. They might think you're treating them like a circus attraction.
Jessica and Dawn, and I have varying levels of Haphephobia (Touch Phobia) and it is triggered differently for each of us, please ask before touching.
I'm usually a nice person but if you provoke me or attack my friends I can be a bitch, my system mates also protect each-other and aren't afraid to block or speak up if they feel like it.
If I do do something and I don't remember, I will still take responsibility. I just ask that you please explain to me what I did before just calling me drama. The system as a whole takes responsibility for each-others actions.
DO NOT take stuff out on me for your off-line drama, taking your stress out on me or anyone in my system will not be tolerated. It's not mine nor anyone in my system's fault. I will be a shoulder to cry on or ear to talk to if you need it though.
If you insist on accusations and pointing fingers without at least trying to talk it out, I or one of my alters will drop you immediately and block, without question, because with the exception of special circumstances this may be your only warning.
I don't accept random friend requests. I like to chat a few times before adding someone and If I do add you, that means I like you and enjoy your company, if not please don't be offended, I can't agree with everyone, though I try.














If You've bothered to read this far, thank you, you are awesome. tell me you've read to the color blue If I've asked you to read this. thank you. -huggles- <3 You should know that I am just the one that fronts the most (presenter). In no way does this mean I'm the original birth child or original personality (we've yet to find them), so please treat the other members with the same respect and humanity as you would me.





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SaraNightwind
Thank you for believing me, and offering your companionship.You were an amazing and compassionate woman. I will always love you Sara. I hope that I'll see you again some day.
May you rest in peace my love.

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You are a Badass Uke!
Other uke admire you, some seme fear you. Despite your sometimes flaming appearance, you can even fool other people into thinking you are seme with your mischievous, manipulative attitude, but when push comes to shove, your true submissive nature emerges. It takes a seme with enough intensity to challenge you and keep you satisfied, and your perfect match, the Don't Fuck With Me Seme, knows that all that naughty teasing just means you want the punishment.

Most compatible with: Don't Fuck With Me Seme, Chibi Seme
Least compatible with: Sadistic Seme, Romantic Seme

What seme or uke are you? Take the experience at SemeUke.com, or find merchandise here.

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